Thursday, 26 December 2013

I’d say go to hell, but I never want to see you again.
Someone I loved once gave me a box full of darkness. It took me years to understand that this too, was a gift.
I am not okay, but not okay is how I’ve learned to live.
I’m not the person you left behind anymore. There’s no one here to miss.
My flesh looked like it wasn’t trying. It looked like it hated being part of me.
Make it all up — but make it up so truly that later it will happen that way.
You want the sad truth? Even if I forget you, I’ll always miss you.

I'm aware of the demons you've tucked away. I like to watch you release them.

The idea is to remain in a state of a constant departure while always arriving.

Tuesday, 24 December 2013

Think lightly of yourself and deeply of the world.

Sunday, 22 December 2013

Listen, smile, agree and then do whatever the fuck you were gonna do anyway.
Life is not a having and a getting. But a being and a becoming.

Monday, 16 December 2013

Like a habit, I think about the answers of questions that have never been asked.
I wake up at midnight
the deceased air makes me feel like I’m suffocating
I open the window
the wind breaks through the dark night air and comes in
My heart starts to feel cold again for no reason

Sunday, 15 December 2013

I don't wanna know I'm wrong. For you.
Bila sam siromašna osoba. Sada sam siromašna duša. Vrlo gladna. Vrlo nemirna.
The idea is to remain in a state of a constant departure while always arriving.
Never reveal everything you know.

Thursday, 12 December 2013

The Japanese Love Industry

Oh but dear, the sky is low; gather up its harm in gauze with grateful arms.
You can die later.
This will be my last confession. "I love you" never felt like any blessing. Whispering like it’s a secret. Only to condemn the one who hears it, with a heavy heart.
I only sleep with people I love, which is why I have insomnia.
Once upon a time is now.
I do not have OCD OCD OCD.
I am not okay, but not okay is how I’ve learned to live.
My philosophy is: It’s none of my business what people say of me, and think of me. I am what I am, and I do what I do. I expect nothing, and accept everything. And it makes life so much easier.